Category Archives: Spoken Word

Intervention

Don’t move!
There’s something’s been sorta on my mind
and I’m afraid if I don’t let it out it’s gonna follow my spine
to my chest and rest there all heavy and.. well;

I’m gettin’ the feelin’ you forgot about hell.

Ah, sit back down
this ain’t that kinda talk.
I said sit down not get up and walk; cross the floor, out the door.
That’s better. Now hush.

This is all gonna come out in sort of a rush.

Eyes closed
now imagine you’re body in flames
Nah, I’m joking. Sit down, Mr. Hardcore. Mr. Jesse James.
It’s just a reminder I brought up for your sake
that hell is a real place. Don’t make no mistake.

But it’s here
on this earth where we’re walking around unaware that each breath
makes a staggerin’ sound
to Gods ears. Yeah he hears.

But I’m gettin’ off topic. By the way I got tickets to see Skillet.
Yeah, Mosh Pit!

But as I was saying before I sidetracked myself,
like it says in the Bible, there’s this place they call Hell
Who’s they? It’s some dudes who’ve been dead for so long that God’s words
got translated and some came out wrong.
See, hell is the word that they used for “the grave”;
it’s symbolic of death and you’re livin that way.

Like you’re dead. Got no Jesus in your heart or your mind and that’s false
cause *you* took *me* to church all those times.
But that fire and brimstone is the pit at the end where God tosses the
users, abusers, and false friends.
I don’t wanna end up there so it’s gotta get said
that we’ve both got some issues we ain’t put to bed.

Like those folks on the front pew last Sunday at church
when they looked at us sideways and then sorta smirked
cause we don’t wear their Tommy or Hollister jeans,
but it don’t mean we’re sinners. Fact, it don’t mean a thing.

Yeah, I know that it hurt you and that’s why you ducked out when they opened
the altar instead of helping me shout to our Lord for the good things he placed
in our week
like that night with that guy who came up on the street?
And you two talked for hours about life and his losses
and I wished I could smile like you did when he coughed up
that stuff that he spat on the street where he sleeps and you took him for
coffee and something to eat.

You showed love and compassion and I almost blew chunks cause he smelled like
old tires and that bag in your trunk;
with the socks and the sneakers from that skatepark trip when..
Wait I’m getting off topic. It won’t happen again.

See, I’m strong when you’re with me. You’re my partner and all.
You reach out a hand when I trip so I don’t fall.

And If you let some benchwarmers take God from your life then you’re gonna be
flappin’ cause I’m holding on tight and I
might not be perfect but I’m battlin’ back
and if these words sound familiar it’s cause you taught me that!
and that’s why I’m just hoping you’ll snap outta this and stop living this hell
because of two smirkin’ hypocrites


Coming Home

There was a moment of clarity one night in a spot
where the people I knew would all gather to rot.
There were smiles and laughter but all of it false.
It was the first time I noticed I was largely the cause.

So I found a small corner in my seven day blur
and I started to see things for just what they were.
But it wasn’t the pharmacy high that gave sight.
It was clarity such as comes only from Light.

In an instant my heart came alive with such pain
that I realized all that I lost for this shame.
Then I fell to my knees and I muttered these words
hoping He would still listen to my ephadrine slur,

“God? I don’t know if you’re listening, Lord
and I understand if you think of me as a corpse
but, I gotta change how I’m goin’ about things
and you’re the only one that I trust to help me.

I’m tired of this lifestyle of gettin’ foiled rotten.
My life is in danger and friends just keep droppin
like flies. My eyes see the end is in sight
and at the end of my tunnel there isn’t a light.

This powder has got me doin’ things I don’t phathom;
seein’ ghosts in the daylight, always goin to battle.
I need a way out and I fear for my life
and I forgot how it feels just to sleep through the night.

So I’m here on my knees in this den of iniquity
screamin’ loud enough for the devil to hear me.
If there’s anything left that you think you can use
then I give it to you, though it’s bleeding and briuised.

I don’t want no more pills, I don’t want no more speed,
I don’t want no more smoke, I just want what I need.
And that need is the will and the strength to crawl home
from this life in the gutter to the peace of your throne.

So, Dear Lord, if you’ll have me, this is where I give in -
Not to failure, defeat or this lifestyle of sin.
I give in to your love and your undying grace.
And I’m sorry you had to come into this place

just to claim one hardheaded, unbearable man
but I know if you will, well, you certainly can.
You’re the Alpha, Omega, Beginning and End.”
And I heard Him say, “I missed you, son” as He welcomed me in.


Just Desserts

flesh faced but mortality impaired
blood vessel shred to no avail
God grant me wisdom to be scared
pleasentries unmade this perfect shell

torn free of sanity without demand
tear away the sacred veil
I walk as I see fit and stand
fulfilling dreams of kings each time I fail

blood lust I laugh, your fear is falsified
Vampyre a myth of ages past
true anguish lives in all of us
not just earthen toys who dress in black

blasphemers turn to face your judgement day
come stand beside your accuser
no timeframe now as I begin to prey
another breastfed zombie getting just desserts


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